Things are going better..

Well I am over my tantrum regarding my family earlier this week, there is nothing I can do about it, so might as well just let it go... don't really want the drama, but it seems the drama wants me... I think I must be relaxing some as I finally do not have a headache or migraine for the first time in a few weeks, it was really starting to wear on me to have a constant headache, if I didn't have such horrible insurance i would go see a dr. but alas I am sure they would consider it pre existing since I have had my head for the last 33.5 years.... anyway I am off to bed... got a busy day of knitting at work tomorrow... LOL.. that is one of the good things about my job!

I am so pissed...

Well this post is going to have a bunch of dirty words because well I am just that mad and I don't know how to handle it...this is almost beyond angry... so my fuck off of a sister... yeah the same one I was bitching about earlier, well she still hasn't found a place to live, but that is hard to do when you have no income..and her car started having issues, well my mom told me she loaned my sister her car, yeah she is a fucking liar, she gave my sister her 2007 Honda Pilot, just gave it to her...why because apparently when you have no job you deserve a nice car... then my grandmothers new husband is giving them his house, he bought a new one for my grandmother, and they don't have to pay for it...I guess beacue when you have no job, and there are jobs to be had here, you just have to want to work, you deserve a car and a fucking house free and clear. I just don't get it I don't get why my sister is so fucking great what is so special about her, I asked to print something out as I don't have a printer, and I was told I really should get a printer..WTF... I didn't ask for a house or car... I just don't get it, why am I so deplorable that I don't deserve a break... I just don't get it, then they have to lie to me, and its not like I am not going to find out... I just hate my family, and it makes me more mad that I can't do a damn thing about it, fuck, I am the horrible step child, but yet I was not the product of my mother's infidelity, that was my fat ass stupid fuck head of a sister... I just want to fucking scream, but it's not going to change anything...

yadda yadda yadda...

Well things have been a bit interesting around here...

First off this is not meant to offend but it has kind of amused me... I have seen Jesus cat... our neighbors cat was hit by a car last week and ran off, we all assumed to die, well on Thursday hubby saw her lying in the back yard, she was in the same spot on friday and on Saturday morning ( the 3rd day ) while we were getting dressed to tell the neighbors she was dead, she jumped up or arose and ascended in to the basement... so now I call her Jesus cat...

My family is getting on my nerves as always.. but I don't think I am going to write about that now... not sure anyone else wants to read it, hubby is as usual astonished by some of the things said and done...

I am starting on my first pair of 2 at a time, toe up socks on a magic loop, I will have pics in a bit, its fun, but I do not like my bamboo needles they are sticky, I think I like metal needles better, I knit tight so I need my yarn to slide more, I have some wood dpns from knitpicks that are super sticky too...

So the kittens are going insane and now we are working on litter box training, that is not going so well... but they are slowly getting in..every time I ask hubby about putting them in the paper to get them homes he keeps delaying so I think they are now part of our family... LOL.. I am calling today to see about getting the mama fixed.. we do not need anymore... ever...

Well it's time to go do some laundry.. how fun and exciting...

Not much going on...

So life has gotten rather dull here, but hey that's a good thing. Not much going on, which means no drama. Work has rumors of layoffs coming next month, but since they rank us and I was in the top 5% as well as hubby I think we are ok. Right now they are having people leave early.... not great on the pay check but better than not having a job.
Jazzy is getting adjusted to being in school, which is good. It's still rough getting up so early but we are adjusting. I think that is all for now, yeah kind of boring, but sometimes boring is good!

Secret Pal 14 package!!

Woo Hooo i got a surprise in the mail today!! It was so nice, My secret pal sent me some candies and some tea and some pretty pretty yarn that is so soft. here are some pics






It is so nice, and there is some madarin orange lip balm that is yummy and feel good on my lips! I just love the coffee candy, and great thing with that candy is no one else likes coffee, so it's all mine!! So if my pal is reading this thank you so much I am so in love with my package...

Long time no posting

I haven't made a blog post in a while, it's been super busy here, things are going well, and that is always good. I was able to join my first sock club, and I am so excited for that! It is the Retro Video Game sock club from Serendipitous Ewe! It combines 2 of my favorite things!! Sock knitting and video games, LOL..I am oh so hoping there is a Pac Man theme as I am dying for some yellow yarn, I don't really have a LYS near me and hobby lobby does not seem to have solid yellow...or even close to a yellow for sock yarn... we shall see... Kids are doing well, Jazzy went back to school on the 3rd of August, she is doing ok, going to take a bit to get back into the school habit... Ray is doing well too, he is starting to talk more which is good. Work is going well just wish Justin and I had some days off together, I thought it wouldn't be that big of a deal but really it's more crappy than I thought... I have been busy trying to knit up my mom's birthday socks.. I want to have them done by tomorrow night, and 1 is done and I am going well on the second so there is a chance...

Been a few days since I post here...

All the drama is done! Yay! and I have decided to undertake a little project with my knitting... since I love love love knitting socks I am going to knit 365 pairs of socks and I started a blog to track my progress..

http://365socks.blogspot.com

I figured that way I can write personal stuff here and then just use that one for my project. I don't care how long it takes, I just want to be able to do it.. my mom told me that was stupid and why bother, then asked me to knit her a pair hahaha gotta love that....

ok and since I have to leave for work I am adding a pic of some cuteness...